Thursday, February 25, 2010

Da pain is my happiness.. sign~

Memory.. hmm, something yg syg nk dilupakan.. tmbh2 lg if dat memory adalah antra kte wif da love 1.. ta kre la samada memory 2 yg indah or yg perit..

da same goes on me.. memory wif “him”.. even “he” is not da 1st but rs mcm “dia” cinta pertama sy.. bnyk kenangan ngan “dia” yg ta mungkin sy lpe.. syg.. starting when we sm2 kt matrik Melaka.. ta sangka dpt sm tmpt coz b4 dis ta rapat pon ngan dia.. so ms isi boring matrik ta pilih yg sm tmpt pon.. knl pon ta kot ms isi borang.. huhu..

we r getting closer after dat.. n we celebrate our 1st anniversary on 8 of Jan kt sn.. we...?? or sy sorang yg beria.. I bought a cake.. atas dat cake sy tls “wawa sayang hubby”.. n ad pic pooh coz “dia” sk pooh.. but something bad jd pas2 yg menyakitkan.. only “dia” yg tau.. but afta dat we baik2 blk.. n “he” kasi cake da “hubby” part kt sy.. so shweeetttt..=)

tu 1st n da last tyme we celebrate our anniversary wif cake (dat bought by me).. afta dat ta celebrte pon.. just wish.. n dis year, its getting worst..

dunno why suddenly sy teringat psl dis thing.. myb sbb afta da bad tyme we had since my 2nd year stdy at ukm.. hmm..

knp guys have no initiative lgsg ye nk wat something 4 celebrate da important day..?? its once a year guys.. once a year.. plz appreciate ur love.. yes, doing nothing ta bermakna ta syg.. but remember, action is louder than word.. small2 things r enough 2 make gurls rs dihargai.. if ur love turn 2 others br nk regret, its late oredy dear.. n don’t blame any1 if dat happen.. tnya diri sndri ap u wat utk hargai ur love 1.. sign~

pk2 kn n renung2 kn lah.. out~

ni la cake yg sy bli kn utk clbtre our annvrsry.. hmm..

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dia x ingat kat awak la, awak jer yang duk teringat sangat2..so tat questions i think for u la kot..

ase dah jelas jodoh u bukan ngan dia...lagipun cinta x semestinya bersatu..am i rite... :P

Tips utk meredakan hati dan cool bila pikir benda2 yang camni..

Hidup u dan dia dan semua makhluk adalah pinjaman...so i think u all paham kan...

wat can i say...i wish u...gudluck for ur future undertaking...perhaps ur status widowed tu...tukar married one day...kawin semula la lebih kurang pahaman nyer in melayu...kalo pahaman sudut cinta lubuk jiwa ni...frustrated...down...melayunyer....pintu ati tekunci...

apa2 jer la kot...peace \./

out~

bysitukangsmith

wawa(",)toink2 said...

he want me but i am da 1 yg ssh nk bg peluang.. myb slp nya pd i..

Anonymous said...

ooo..camtu..
agaknya dia banyak sangat wat salah kot kat awak ni..

solat istigharah jalan terakhir tapi kena cuba la sebersih mungkin hati dan keikhlasan...mudah2 an petunjuk tu ada...

InsyaAllah...

bysitukangsmith

out~ Peace (",)

wawa(",)toink2 said...

thnx 4 ur advce..

gRiJeNeLiA said...

wawa...actually v r in d same boat...at least he bought a cake 4 u...i already 2 yrs wit him by now...tak pernah celebrate apa pun...kekadang sakit juga hati bila terpikir yg dr ni tak dihargai lgsg...nak putus takut lonely plak...tp rasanya klu i gi overseas everything will change...who knows i might find some1 who really appreaciate me...so same goes 2 u...tggu je jejaka idaman ko=)

wawa(",)toink2 said...

grija, dat cake i yg bli la.. not him.. hmm..